and sometimes i wonder
what you will be like when i am not
supposed to be
supposed to be
looking.

they are they are they are
beautiful and they are wrong and they
never fit inside of
this
they are, they.
i don't feel you in here, anymore. i want to know why you always leave me, and i want to know why i can only see you you you
at night. we are everything, in the dark.


