You said that we’re all tied up and I’m wrapped around but we are not useless. I can’t remember a time when I’ve ever felt something so beautiful holding my body from head to toe. There were sun rays pressing onto my stomach and there was your breath at my neck and I just… I’ve never in my life wanted something more than right then because you had summer sky eyes and you had my ribs resting in your palms and you had my chin cupped and you had soft eager lips and we had something real. But we didn’t.
And that’s not everything. I am surrounded by people; I am being engulfed in a wake of silent limbs and aching bodies with mouths wider than a beating beach sunrise- but I am more alone than I have ever been in my entire life. My sister is there and she grabs my hand and I can see it but no, no I cannot feel it; I cannot feel anything.
i guess i'm not what you said i was.
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